dont get me wrong, but i think i wanna start posting in 2 blog and i'll use english , but NOT googlish *google english* its better to try than to translate it easily with such a bad english . okay so lets get it started :D

im kinda tired of thinking those misfits who dont belong, thinking of what other people said about me, and these things drives me insane. its just , i cant go ahead and smile without knowing what if right? what if my own friend backstabbed me ?

i just dont get it why people cant mind their own business, and me included. those ppl said ' dont think that other people likes you, yeah you're wrong babe' or that i am twofaced, but see, if i am the one who has the twoface thingy, and so do you think everyone likes you ? and one more thing, you are NOT my babe.

i want you to know that i am better , i am high-minded, and i am telling you that's harder than ever. i've seen you as my BEST friend, well one of some, but , could you support me with showing that YOU are wrong too, and not just me.

i have a lil' problem to show my expressions, and then i'll cry like you , i'll tell my mother just like you, and i will tell this to my bunch of friends, but i realized that those things makes me YOU. the one who i hate, the one who i once called 'bestfriendforever' and turns out to be 'bestfriendfornever' .

i've tried to see, feel myself, that i am wrong too. but can you see yourself? you dont even realized that you're in a trouble if YOUR MOM doesn't tell you so. maybe you were looking, but you weren't really seeing, and that makes you my problem.

if it isn't obvious, I HATE BACKSTABBER.